... I know what I should do. But somehow it's like I am a permanent fail. Or not that much 'like' but just I permanently fail. I finally kept on fighting and got a new job but I won't be authorized to start this job over there if my twisted previous boss don't give me the official form saying I am not working for them anymore. I don't understand why people can be so evil deep down inside to try to break people again and over again. Like, they didn't pay me all the hours I've done, I had some days working 9 hours straight without a break because they suppressed it. I never complained. I was about to get away with this. But now they keep on preventing me to move on. I am tired of all those fight every day, every time ... I feel like I don't deserve happiness maybe. So with all the stress building up I end up buying a bag of donuts and eating it all. Now I still feel like my life is falling apart and plus I feel ugly, fat and ashamed to be so weak that I always run away into food.