can't do it because I'm a fucking pussy. just like I can't do FUCKING ANYTHING. I can't talk to people . I can't fucking get a job, i can't get into school. I"M FUCKED. FUCK. Why can't SOME ONE FUCKING kill me. FUCK, it's the FUCKING BOREDOM. FUCK. I'm to poor to buy some fucking gut rot wine because WALMART won't fucking hire my punk ass. I NEED A GODDAMN DRINK. I just wish I could but I'm too weak FUCK YOU TO.