can't do it because I'm a fucking pussy. just like I can't do FUCKING ANYTHING. I can't talk to people . I can't fucking get a job, i can't get into school. I"M FUCKED. FUCK. Why can't SOME ONE FUCKING kill me. FUCK, it's the FUCKING BOREDOM. FUCK. I'm to poor to buy some fucking gut rot wine because WALMART won't fucking hire my punk ass. I NEED A GODDAMN DRINK. I just wish I could but I'm too weak FUCK YOU TO.
Re: i I know how you feel, I have to be careful with alcohol nowadays, can slowly feel myself getting dependent on it and that's not something I want.
I hope you continue to feel better hammockmonkey. Alcohol is a tough dependency to get over, but you can and will succeed. Lean on us here if you need. We are here for you. :hug: