I Laughed Today

Discussion in 'Positive Feelings and Motivational Messages' started by Sadeyes, Aug 31, 2011.

  1. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    truly laughed...felt like the old times when I felt like an intact person...it was so good to feel that way...something I have not felt in over a year...I am crying thinking about how 'impaired' my life is right now, and how much of a struggle it is to maintain feeling like a good person when I feel that I must have done something gravely wrong to be strickened like this (I know this is not true, but I feel this way anyway) ...but, I will not forget that I laughed today...a few moments of freedom where I was not the 'gimp' in the wheelchair, but instead, a more whole me...G-d please bring me more moments of laughter...I need to restore my soul...J
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  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Hugs to you hun i do hope god brings you more days of laughter of days you feel like you again hun hugs:hugtackles:
  3. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    Thanks TE, as always for your caring and support
  4. Speedy

    Speedy Staff Alumni

  5. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    Thanks Mr A...much caring
  6. justMe7

    justMe7 Well-Known Member

    :smile: just sending you a :hug: :)
  7. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    wishing you many more moments of laughter sadeyes.
    you deserve it :grouphug: :arms:
  8. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    Thanks Blakey and IV...with fondness
  9. Aquarius123

    Aquarius123 Well-Known Member

    It sounds as if you had turned some kind of a corner - maybe a new part of your life is beginning. If you are interested, please let me have your birthdetails - date, place and time of birth - by private message and I will have a look into what is currently moving through your life and what things are ahead of you, to look forward to. If you so wish, I will tell you a bit more about either here or by private message, whichever you prefer.

    With love and extra big healing hugs,

  10. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    Thanks A for the insights and support...It is truly difficult to hold on to, as one can imagine...there is always something out there to dump in your cereal, so to say...just after I told a friend about this experience, she sent 5 texts how I can improve myself...just got a little out of the hole, and someone, unintentionally, was kicking dirt in it...she meant no ill will, but it sure was poor timing...her expectations are that I act like a 'happier' person in my professional life, and I was pleased, half dead and constantly in pain and vomiting, showing up...it does prove that our self worth cannot be continguent upon what another says, no matter how close s/he is to you...but it took a couple of days to not feel angry/depressed, but I realized that no one can take away my accomplishments from me...they are mine...J
  11. Isabel

    Isabel Staff Alumni

    Sometimes you gotta protect those first little green shoots of happiness like a mother hen against the well-intentioned but clumsy trampling people. They grow at their own pace and all that is organic takes its own sweet time. When I was working at a garden centre (like a millennium ago), the biggest and most common mistake people would do is over-watering and therefore, literally drowning their plants. That gives a whole new meaning to "raining over your parade". I am sure there is much more laugh where that one was coming from. I hope this post find you feeling better.
  12. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    Thanks so much I...with much fondness
  13. Aquarius123

    Aquarius123 Well-Known Member

    Take th

    Take These Broken Wings
    And learn to fly again
    And learn to live so free.
    And when we hear the voices sing,
    The book of love will open up
    And let us in.

    From the eighties song
    By Mr. Mister

  14. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    I sure hope the lyrics to that song is right, A...because my 'broken wings' have almost broken me...the most frightening part of this disease is how it has caused me to test my faith, without which, I felt so lost...finding my way back...the story of Job has been very inspiring!