truly laughed...felt like the old times when I felt like an intact person...it was so good to feel that way...something I have not felt in over a year...I am crying thinking about how 'impaired' my life is right now, and how much of a struggle it is to maintain feeling like a good person when I feel that I must have done something gravely wrong to be strickened like this (I know this is not true, but I feel this way anyway) ...but, I will not forget that I laughed today...a few moments of freedom where I was not the 'gimp' in the wheelchair, but instead, a more whole me...G-d please bring me more moments of laughter...I need to restore my soul...J
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