Yesterday I made a thread about a presentation I was supposed to give today and how nervous I was. Well I completely panicked today and chickened out. I couldn't sleep last night and was a total mess in the morning when I woke up. I got a bunch of calls and a couple of angry texts in my phone when I checked it (I put it on silent in the morning). Right now I'm relapsing badly into severe depression. I don't know how I can face anyone at school now. We have another important group project tomorrow which I can't afford to miss (my partner that had to have the presentation today alone is in that too). I sent her a text saying I'm extremely sorry about what happened and told her the truth. I have no idea what's gonna happen now but I can't face being the douche of my class. I know people have a very hard time understanding things like this from experience. Right now I'm wallowing in suicidal thoughts again, it's bad now.