i have this friend who i have just let down so so badly. we have gotten so close and she is everything to me. and i just let her go off and cut herself. i mean - im glad she is doing that rather then suicide - but i wont ever ever be happy about it. (please dont think im pro - self harm - if you then please edit mods) at least she is going to beleive. i just wanna be there with her now. holding her hands so she cant do n e thing. making the paingo away. but theres nothing i can do. nothing at all. i feel like cutting so then she is not alone. i cant handle this. i am such a shit friend. shud just disappear and leave everyone to it. i just want to help people.
i love her so so much. i love all my friends to bits. but ive failed again. im sorry if u saw me crying - i couldnt hold them back.
i love you
clare x
i love her so so much. i love all my friends to bits. but ive failed again. im sorry if u saw me crying - i couldnt hold them back.
i love you
clare x