Sorry to hear your having problems with your sexuality, even in this day and age its still hard, and I still dont think society has fully embraced homesexuality or bisexuality to be honest. Lets hope that day comes soon. :hug:
What "normal" person would put themselves through that kind of pain and suffering, if they coud simple decide not to be gay !!!!!!
How do I know, because for the last 40 years, I have been completely single, I made that choice, not to be gay, I had female friends and relationships, yet at any given time I would have traded them all in for one cute guy, why ? because deep down emotionaly I felt very little for them and as much as I have tried to really love a woman, I just can't.