i live for everyone else. i couldn't put my family, teachers, fellow students and acquaintance-friends through that. if it we're up to me i'd be dead. i hate life, even when it's good it sucks. do what makes you happy, unless it's suicide, in which case you should do what makes everyone else happy and keep living. ps: if you met me you'd think i was the happiest person in a 10 mile radius. i just want to stop. (living, that is).