I lost control *triggering*

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by Miss Misery, Apr 19, 2012.

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  1. Miss Misery

    Miss Misery Active Member

    23 cuts in one night.
    I don't remember the last time I did over 10 cuts at once. The worst thing is that I didn't really have a trigger. I just picked up the blade and dragged it on my skin for no reason.
    I am afraid of myself but I don't want to stop.
     
  2. dntwannabhere

    dntwannabhere Member

    i dont self harm much but i know how u feel in a different aspect. i am quite depressed but somehow for soe reason you dont want to be helped. some reason i just do it after a bath after thinking it would make me feel better. i then cut and feel nothing
     
  3. Miss Misery

    Miss Misery Active Member

    Same. I don't really feel it anymore. It's just a bad habit I can't get rid of.
     
  4. Miss Misery

    Miss Misery Active Member

    16 more and it's only 8 am.
    Why can't I control myself?
     
  5. Kaganovich

    Kaganovich Active Member

    Ow! a little cutting frenzy and I accidentally stabbed myself.. Now that's a lot of blood and fuck does it hurt..
    I'm not sure where this i leading but while I can, I'll echo your question, where does this come from and why?
     
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