People lie when they say things get better. Heres some of the stuff I lost: -Girl I love hates me, again. -My best friend is angry, and wont talk to me. -My drugs, theyre gone, so I have no way of feeling better. No anti-drug speeches please. Please. -I cant do any of my homework. I just cant think straight now. Even with Tests tomorrow. Im fucked. -My dad hasnt tried talking to me in several (5 or more) months, while ive tried reaching him. -a good 50% of people i know have decided they're better than me, so plenty of my friends are gone. And lots of other shit. I'm not sure when I'm gonna do it, I've already made a previous attempt before. But it's going to happen. No amount of talking can fix that.