My brother killed himself this monday. He was in long depression, last atempt of suicide was 3 years ago, but he survived then. And now unfortunately he didn't. I don't know how to live with this pain in my hearth, with this guilt i feel.. That i been better, more loving sister would this happen? I have so many questions inside me, like this pain is not enough! I know that i can not return time or bring him back, so my only hope is that he is on better place! I love him so much!! He was only 25 years old!