I love being ignored. I'm used to it for the most part. But on days like today it still sucks. Its days like today that enforce the feeling that I am nothing and mean nothing. Don't tell me you'll be there if I ever need to talk, don't say you care about me, dont' give me a fake hug when you really don't mean any of it. I'd rather you say nothing at all than give me the cookie cutter line of "I'm here to talk if you need to" or "lean on me" if you don't truly mean it. I'm sick of people lying. I need someone right now. more then I have really ever before. and people that offer their support don't even mean it. Why bother? I ask again, why bother? Because they won't... You tell me to hold on. Hold on to what? you can't tell me to hold on when you're not even there for me to hold on to.