I love cutting. I hadn't done it in months. Since my agression I thought about it everyday. Now I do it, and I'm loving it. It's a hell on Earth or what? I don't even want to stop anymore. It's so good. i feel very sick to say it so. But it does so good, it's such a relief. This is the only thing I can do to relieve myself believe me. I tried many other things, regular things, medical things. Talking? To whom? No cutting is just too good, and I just hope I won't cut too deep that's all. I'm aware some will hate my post, but I can't help it. And I'm so unhappy in the same time. It's just sad. But I like it.