I really did love him; our relationship lasted for two months and a half. I felt something was wrong, but I was in denial. He was the perfect match for me, and he knew that.
I love him soooo much that I am ready to die for him. But the other day he told me that he is still in love with his ex-girlfriend and can't get over her, but he wants to forget her.
And he said that he loves her so much that when he gets married he is going to tell his children “I loved a woman before your mother”. He said he tried everything a human being could do to forget her, he even went to a shrink, but still he couldn't forget her. Although, she gave him nothing, she stepped over him, and I gave him everything he could ever ask for. He said those words with his own mouth.
I kept asking him how could you do this to me? Why did you make me love you? He said I wanted to love you. I kept asking him how could you? How could you?
Now, I want to forget him. It has been two days so far. I can't taste the food; I can barely carry my self. My heart keeps calling out his name. I deleted all his emails, his pictures, his number, I deleted everything. I even put everything he ever gave me in a bag and I’m planning to throw it later.
I want to forget him. I don't think I could find anybody as great as him. I lost an angel. I lost my soul mate. Other times I think I could make him forget her and love me.
When the arrdument happened I kept telling god forgive you.
What can I do?
Somebody please HELP ME:sad:
It hurts so badly
Even if I get over him, can I ever love again?
~ CRUSHED
I love him soooo much that I am ready to die for him. But the other day he told me that he is still in love with his ex-girlfriend and can't get over her, but he wants to forget her.
And he said that he loves her so much that when he gets married he is going to tell his children “I loved a woman before your mother”. He said he tried everything a human being could do to forget her, he even went to a shrink, but still he couldn't forget her. Although, she gave him nothing, she stepped over him, and I gave him everything he could ever ask for. He said those words with his own mouth.
I kept asking him how could you do this to me? Why did you make me love you? He said I wanted to love you. I kept asking him how could you? How could you?
Now, I want to forget him. It has been two days so far. I can't taste the food; I can barely carry my self. My heart keeps calling out his name. I deleted all his emails, his pictures, his number, I deleted everything. I even put everything he ever gave me in a bag and I’m planning to throw it later.
I want to forget him. I don't think I could find anybody as great as him. I lost an angel. I lost my soul mate. Other times I think I could make him forget her and love me.
When the arrdument happened I kept telling god forgive you.
What can I do?
Somebody please HELP ME:sad:
It hurts so badly
Even if I get over him, can I ever love again?
~ CRUSHED