ERRRR RAWR whywhywhy. I have to fucking siwm in PE tommarow. Not only is it emmbarssing for a fat ass like me to get in a bathing suit but now people have to see my fucking legs that look like they came out of a damn horror movie. So what do I do when I get home? I CUT MORE! then about an hour ago I did it more. ugh. what the hell is wrong with me seriously. :dry: My mom wont get out of her bed, my sister has been laying in a hospital bed for the past 4 days, my dad is never home. ughhh =[. I cant talk to anybody about this. They don`t get it. I bring up cutting twice to my so called bestfriend and she gives me the oke: the fuck is wrong with you look. I just wish I could talk to someone about how bad it gets. =/. gahhhhhh. I suck at life.