I just want to post my feeling as none in the world would listen to me. I m gay and 34 years old. I had a good job and live with my partner just 3 months ago. We had been together for 10 years. Now I sleep rough in my car and no job to go. I am feigner living in the uk. 3 months ago I was made redundant. It was hard to cope. 3 weeks ago my bf came back from holiday and brought back his new bf, asking me to leave. I was too upset and lost most of my saving drinking and gambling. Now I have no cash and nowhere to go. I still have my car, laptop, but not enough cash when there is no petrol. I have few friends and no one would get involved in my situation. My family is 10000 miles away and I don't want my elderly parents worry for me. I am depressed, hurt, but I don't want to die. I just want to write this and try to live on.