Studying and daydreaming. Now That I dont daydream maladaptively anymore. And I dotn think I will get a job. I feel like my world is meaningless. I have returns to my 15 year old self. weak. Afraid of making friends. Afraid of judgement. I tears, the depression. Its back. I can feel. But the feelings are bad. My anxiety is worse because I dont daydream as much. I wanted to stop daydreaming and I got it. But I did it too late. It was my world, and now that its gone , my world has crumbled. I am nothing without it. I am weak not strong. I am so scared. Never make daydreaming your life ever. It will destroy you.