I may attempt today

[losingmyself]

I am so sad. I may attempt suicide today. I just feel like there is no hope for me.

I even posted to the suicide forum and no one read my post. It made me feel even more like just getting it over with.

My mind is so screwed up right now that I feel like I am going to kill myself before my Psychiatrist appointment tonight.

I am crying, shaky, sad.

I need some kind words of ecouragement to get me through the next few hours. Please. Please help me.

 

[lost_child]

I'm sorry no1 replied to your post in suicide, sometimes post slip down, or time difference means not many users are about.

Please hold on for a few more hours and see your psychiatrist tonight and explain how your feeling....

I'm sorry I don't have many words for you, I had read your post and understand your pain..please hold on.

Lost xx

 

[JobForAVictim]

If you already have an appointment, that's a good first step. You just need to hold on until then.

I'm sure you have the strength to do it.

 

[coder90t]

Just know the people you effect when you do it. All the people that love you, and how sad they will feel. Thats what keeps me alive. One life isn't worth another. Keep holding on.

 

[swimmergirl]

You are so strong for posting and expressing how you are feeling, I know how scared you feel and how hopeless it all feels, but you can save yourself, go to your doctor and tell him or her what you are feeling, make them understand your pain, you have to advocate for yourself and let them know that you need help. I know it is scary to be so vulnerable and risk being open, but it may save your life.

We are all here for you and please know you are not alone at all.

tricia

 

[Anime-Zodiac]

Take each minute as it comes. Step by step you will get through this. Stay strong and keep believing.

 

[theleastofthese]

Dear Losing... please don't kill yourself. Today's my birthday and if i can reach 56 with all my troubles and stresses and still want to live, then there's hope for you also. Please don' t act based on a momentary feeling - feelings can change, very quickly sometimes. Give yourself a break. Life comes and goes, nothing is forever, whether good or bad. Cut yourself some slack - you deserve it. I've done some awful things in my life but most of the time, I forgive myself and keep on going. I hope you can love yourself enough to do the same.

birthday girl (old lady, really!)

least:smile:

 

[TheBLA]

I hope you can hold on until your appointment, I hope it goes well, be frank, honest and totally open with him/her. I wish I had something better to say. Yes, things can change very quickly for the better but your mind tells you it won't, its really hard I know.

 

[bella muerte]

hey hun :hug:
suicide is a permant solution for a tempory feeling/situation.
how your feeling right now will change, and go to the appointment,
you will feel better when you've talked about how your feeling.
please stay with us hun!

 

[losingmyself]

Thanks for the kind words everyone. I made it. I held on until my appointment and I was surprised the Doc didn't put me in the hospitol.

It was a very sad day for me though. I cried for hours while setting in my car. I am really glad I found this forum today.

Thank you everyone.

Jim G

 

[swimmergirl]

I am so happy to hear that you pulled through, I know sometimes it feels like you are barely hanging on, but you can do it, you just proved that to yourself today. Please keep talking to all of us, we really want to hear how you are doing.