well, dont know exactly how to post this so i will try the best i can. Please excuse any typo as my eyes are filled with tears as i write this. last friday a lady came out while i was gone to see my dad. some dumb idiot told her that i was abusing my dad. my dad is the only thing i have left, if they take him i die.. Right after my oldest brother was murdered i had strong feelings of doing it then but knew that to do so dad would be left without anyone to take care of him. i had been taking care of him since i was 15 years old when my mom passed away, in 1988. that is a long time so i had to stay for dad. here lately dad has had cancer, lymphoma ( large b-cell ) and he has been getting chemo which i have earnestkly prayed for a healing and it is no longer on his neck at all. so the chemo has worked, me on the other hand have been trying to better myself and just recently got into the police acdemy. have had 3 weeks training so far and i absolutly love it, have been on patrol for a full 8 hours and currently scheduled to go another 5 hours october 12 on patrol. however that may not happen. someone who must hate me, told this lady that i abused my father, that i had him chained up inside, and that i will be going to jail,etc.. i had went to town yesterday to get money for gas to take dad to his shots ( he gets these shots to rebuild his WBC ) well on the way to town my van tears up, fuel sensor thingy went out by the time i get it fixed and back home this lady has already come and left a number for me to call her, well i call her and she tells me that she has had reports of me hurting my dad and that she will be here tomorrow and take dad away and put me in jail all because 2 people reported that i had abused mty dad. i love my dad, he is the only thing left without him i die. well after class tonight i call this minister i know. i will not tell his name just his intiakls A.W. anyway i call him to tell him that if they take dad i will die, well guess what he tells me. his exact words were " WELL IT'S BEEN NICE KNOWING YOU " well he doesnt care and he is a minister so yeah, if dad is taken away i will be dead. NO JOKE.. NO THREAT THAT DOES NOT fall thru because i mean it, they take him i am gone. my minister doesn't care, no one does so why post here? well maybe after my funeral he will see this and realize that the next person who tells him that he might try understanding a little better or asking what he can do instead of his remark of well it's been nice knowing you.. so yeah, probably last night here..