I started going to group counseling concerning my drinking. I'm starting to not like it. Most of the people in the group are there because they had their license suspended or their kids taken away so they have to be there. Most times we never really get anything accomplished, so the way it is is that you show up and "participate" and you get credit. I'm there because I made the decision on my own. I had a desire to stop drinking because I don't want to end up getting in a situation that i can never get out of because of drinking. And that's the other problem...I find myself judging some of the other people. I'm no better than they are...so what if I chose to be there as opposed to it being an ultimatum or something? Besides, I want to drink because my life is never gonna get better anyway. I'm sorry, but I just feel like a hypocrite for this.