I Messed Up....

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by brknsilence, Oct 6, 2015.

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  1. brknsilence

    brknsilence Well-Known Member

    I lied to my dad and i feel horrible. But I felt awful before that and now I feel worse. I turned 36 today (6th). My day didn't go well. Been wanting to do things that may end up killing me. But trying to stay strong and not give in. I'm so exhausted in this endless fight of depression...just exhausted... i may try sleep. Hope this will help get past this feeling
     
  2. na-taya

    na-taya Well-Known Member

    I feel your exhaustion! It's so hard to keep going when everything is so hard and a battle!! I am glad you are trying to hold on, you deserve to feel better and not feel so horrible all the time....I'm sorry it's so hard!
     
  3. brknsilence

    brknsilence Well-Known Member

    I hope today is better. I got very little sleep. I'm still sleepy and feeling ugggg... so drained... Thank you for everything
     
  4. na-taya

    na-taya Well-Known Member

    I'm sorry you didn't get much sleep that never helps the situation any!! I to hope that today is better for you, and your more than welcome
     
  5. brknsilence

    brknsilence Well-Known Member

    So far, things are doing better this morning. Lack of sleep and being tired, I'm getting things in order around here at home. Hope it continues to be a better day
     
  6. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    I am really glad you are feeling a bit better and hope it continuous for you. Hope you catch up on your sleep. Have a lovely day pet <3
     
  7. brknsilence

    brknsilence Well-Known Member

    Thanks-
     
  8. brknsilence

    brknsilence Well-Known Member

    Thanks- day went okay. Still trying to get things done. Hope it gets better
     
  9. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Hope it does get better hun, if you need me, i'm here :)
     
  10. brknsilence

    brknsilence Well-Known Member

    Thanks...I just feel bad...
     
  11. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Do something nice for yourself today, buy a nice top or perfume or earrings, cheer yourself up sweetie <3
     
  12. brknsilence

    brknsilence Well-Known Member

    Not sure if I even deserve anything nice...
     
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