It was totally by accident. I got in the subway and not 5 seconds after I sat down she passes by me without noticing me. I went after and called her, she was happy to see me and then we got to talk for a while. She knows I'm going through some rough times and asked me how I was doing, but since she was going to an exam and I didn't want to worry her, I ended up downplaying it, but I could see she suspect something was off. She really came through when I was going through my 2nd depression (this is the third) but nowadays she's dating this guy and it's impossible to get her to talk to you on normal circunstances cause she's always either in college or with the bf and doesn't make room for anything else on her schedule. So I'm kinda divided here. On one hand maybe if she knew how bad I am, she could be the good physical friend I simply dont have these days. But on the other hand she can say I'm just trying to get attention, which I won't deny it's actually true, even tough I just want some friendship outside the internet. One thing is certain tough, if I don't tell her, she'll just keep forgetting about me until we meet again in the subway or train.