So right now I really want to die. I just woke up this morning and want to end it all. Well the problem is that I am a new hire at my company. So I cannot exactly just call up and say "Yeah I am sick" it is the end of my second week. Anyway I have a slight problem now. You see I work on the 21st floor of a building. And I know during lunch the office gets empty. And I really want to go into the empty office and dive out. I am having a very hard time pretending the future that will be does not exist. Any hope I had is pretty much gone. I realize that the only thing I can accomplish in my life is losing weight. But once that is done I am done. I am just curious any suggestions on keeping my mind off doing a nose dive out my the window of this building? I mean I probably am too much of a wuss too. But if I get really distressed I act on my impulses. So when I get those could someone please help me?