It's all so overwhelming. I keep thinking about how my family has basically left me to my own devices and are ignoring and belittling my problem. My aunt is angry with me again for not getting a job and not helping her out. She just told me that even if she brings me to a thousand psychiatrists no one would be able to help me if I don't help myself. WELL FUCK WHAT DO YOU THINK I'VE BEEN DOING ALL THIS TIME????? I've done pretty well by avoiding substance abuse and cutting. But it's just overwhelming. I can't handle it. It's just too much. Please please please tell me why I should keep going and endure this?