God has given me a sign, I'm sure of it. He's told me how to end it, what I need to use, the cult I need to copy I have 2 of the 3, the day was the same day I was raped, the day is the day I have decided to end my life. 18th November 2007. I will rest in peace. I can't see my counsellor as my purse was stolen I therefore don't have enough cash to see her, I have told her. So I won't be seeing her. I needed to, and know she might be able to help me, but this is gods way off saying its time to rest.