It has been 14 years since my Dad took his own life and I can't really say that time has been a healer. It still hurts so much buy I feel that sometimes I can't talk about it or tell people how I feel as it has been so long and I should have closure now. I do not think I will ever get closure, I seriously cannot get over his death. In recent months I have suffered from anxiety and depression and even though the main causes of this are current, I think the main problem is more deeply rooted. I want to be over this and web I hear his name I can smile instead of feeling my stomach tie itself in knots. Not really sure what to do!