i have noone to talk to about this but need to say it.i miss my dad so much. its getting close to his aniversary and im struggling to cope with it. i need to see him, i need to ask him why. was i that bad did he hate me that much. i need to see him and tell him how much i love him and hold him and take all of his pain away all of his demons instead of that washing line doing it. i need my dad so much. do you think that when we die we are reunited with our loved ones