Its been 4 years almost since my best friend who was like a brother to me passed away. He was 15 at the time and a freshmen in hs who was a baseball player, in boy scouts, a avid church goer. He had the world going for him. He died of SUDS. Had a seizure in his sleep and choked on his tounge and died. His grandpa woke him up to tell him goodbye and Jared went back to sleep when his mom went in to go wake him up for church a few hours later he was on the floor dead. I was 11 at the time and things have gone downhill since. His birthday is coming up soon and soo much drama is going on in my life. I didnt realize how close I was with him until after he died. His family got worse too, his cousin got into drugs and sex and got pregnant a year ago (shes 18 now). I saw him for months after he died and still sometimes hear his voice. I haven't been able to move on after 4 years and people dont understand why.