I miss when not knowing if I would ever have you or not was the main thing bothering me. I miss what it was like before I met you. I miss what it was like to not care about anyone yet want to care about someone. I miss not having acid in my throat. I miss just being lonely all the time. I miss 2002. I miss not fearing fear. I miss having a normal digestive system. I miss having friends that didn't have cancer. I miss being alone and lonely. I miss not knowing what the fuck that feeling was.