I never got the chance so say goodbye, you only had a cold damn it! How could I know it was going to be the end, that they would take me aside during class and tell me that you were gone? It was just a cold, a sniffle, but then it became so much more, I wish I had been by your side, that I could have spoken to you one last time, told you how much having you as a friend meant to me, when no one else cared about me, I always had you. I remember your funeral, the bag pipes droning in the background, and scattering your ashes on the race track. I still think about you now and again. I don't believe in heaven so I have no idea if you are in another dimension or anything like that,but I certainly hope that you are, living the life you deserve, not the one you were given.