i miss you so much!

Discussion in 'Grief and Bereavement' started by *CLAIREBEAR*, Mar 6, 2008.

  1. *CLAIREBEAR*

    *CLAIREBEAR* New Member

    my sister took her own life and passed away yesterday.
    i am so lost and torn up inside and do not know how im going to get through this.
    i feel guilty as i did not see much of her and i only got to tell her how i felt about her when she was unconsious in the hospital.
    i hope she could hear me!
    i hope she is in a better place now,it was what she wanted as she did not want to be here anymore.
    it is just so hard for those left behind.


    "I send a dove of love,
    With a parcel on his wings,
    Be careful when you open it,
    Its full of precious things,
    Inside are a million kisses,
    Wrapped in a million hugs
    We miss you so much julie,
    and we send you all our love"
    ♥ ★*•.¸. ♥ ¸.•*★★*•.¸. ♥
     
  2. carol2237

    carol2237 Guest

    *huggles* You and yours are in my thoughts and prayers as you go through this difficult time. I believe your sister could hear you when you spoke to her, dispite her uncosiousness. Please feel free to send me a message if ever you need to talk.

    Caroline
    ~If your going through hell, keep on going~
     
  3. Dave_N

    Dave_N Guest

    I'm so sorry Claire that your sister took her life. I hope she is in a better place now.
     
  4. AloneInTheDark

    AloneInTheDark Well-Known Member

    Im so sorry to hear about your loss. I really hope you get through this.

    Take care and be safe,
    AiTD.
     
  5. Shadowlands

    Shadowlands Official SF Hugger Staff Alumni

    I'm really sorry Claire! :hug:
     
  6. BOLIAO

    BOLIAO Guest

    I'm very sorry to hear of this.
     
  7. famous.last.words

    famous.last.words Forum Buddy

    i am so sorry to hear of your loss.
    Please feel free to PM me at any time if you want to talk.

    Love and healing
    :hug:
     
  8. emack54

    emack54 Well-Known Member

    Sorry to hear of your loss. Take gentle care of you
     
  9. Joshuwah

    Joshuwah Well-Known Member

    I'm sorry hun, if you need someone to talk to my msn in on my name :hug:
     
  10. nagisa

    nagisa Chat & Forum Buddy Staff Alumni

    I am so sorry for your loss. I can't imagine how hard this must be for you. That poem is so pretty.

    Take care!! :hug:
     
  11. *CLAIREBEAR*

    *CLAIREBEAR* New Member

    thanks for the replies.
    i feel so lost at the moment and the amount of feelings i have gone since it happened are uncountable,i did not realise that the waves of despair can leave you so breathless and alone.
    it is hard to talk to my family as they are all suffering aswell.
    i really hope she did hear me when i spoke to her.
    the worst feeling i have at the moment is guilt,the feelings overpower me and i cannot imagine ever not feeling like this.
    i know she is at peace now but knowing what despair she must have gone through to have done this kills me.
    the way she did it also haunts me,im so glad she hung on to life til we got to be with her in the hospital and we were there when she slipped away.
    i would like to think she waited for us to be there to say goodbye,its a comforting thought even if it is not so.
    has anyone ever felt anything like normal again after going through something like this?
    i cannot ever imagine feeling anything like normal again,i feel the pain comes over me in waves and i cant breathe.
     
  12. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    im sorry for your loss :hug:
     
  13. raindrop

    raindrop Well-Known Member

    I am sorry for your loss. My sister killer herself 14 years ago. I had the same feelings as you. She will always be in your heart but the pain and guilt and anger will lessen as time goes by. Take care. You and your family are in my thoughts.