i miss you

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Vitreledonellidae, Apr 25, 2008.

  1. Vitreledonellidae

    Vitreledonellidae Well-Known Member

    I feel so pathetic, I feel so weak, I feel so empty,
    I feel so lonely, I feel so stupid
    I still miss you so much
    Today I was in my old home and town
    I miss your voice, I miss your hugs, I miss your smile
    I miss your winegum or honey obsession
    I miss you holding my hand down the streets
    Im glad we moved out of that place

    And yet I feel so disgusted by you
    That you've hold me, kissed me, fucked me.
    That I've let you so close
    I know I never should have trusted, believed you
    I remember I never wanted to meet you
    because Im sure you never wanted to see me again after that
    and now you really do, you dont even want to talk to me
    Was it all a joke to you, did you used me, didnt I mean a thing to you

    Am I so horrible?
    Am I so ugly?
    Am I so fat?
    Am I so disgusting?

    ...Yes I am
  2. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    Blubs :sad:

    I'm sorry you're feeling like this :sad: :hug:
    You know how to reach me if you want someone to listen..

  3. danni

    danni Chat Buddy

    :hug: i'm really sorry your feeling like this :hug:
    I'm here for you if you want to talk.