I have this problem where whenever I get really mad at something, I'll punch an inanimate object. I just slammed my fist into my washing machine while I was having yet another idiotic fantasy (it's not real, so I should be getting mad). I keep getting angry at bullying idiots that don't exist outside of my mind. I've also had this cough for a while now. At least a week. When my brother said, "Hey, it's called medicine," I gave him a bunch on the shoulder. It wasn't too hard, but it was an inappropriate response, definitely. My dad was a bit upset. This was just a minute or so after I hit the washing machine. I don't want to grow up to be abusive or anything. I need to learn how to stop hitting shit, but it's like I can't stop. I'm super weird like that and I don't like it.