I need 2 die.....

I don't have a single friend in the world. Every friend I had turned there back on me. I was always there 4 them, trying to look out for them and they just turned on me like i was nothing. Words cant describe how bad i feel right now. I wanna die so bad. Im in tears as im writing this. I dont trust any1 any more, the only way i can be happy is if i die.

it would rly help if som1 had an instant messanger so i could talk to them, obviously a very very almost microscopic part of me still wants to live (or else i wouldn't be writing this, i would be dead). but right now im hanging by a thread and every second that passes im getting closer and closer 2 death....

 

you can talk to me vval2l2eiv.

that's AIM. V V A L 2 L 2 E I V

or give me yours.