Hello. I'm not sure if this is the right place, but guess this is the only place where I could find support since I'm a loner. I need a slap in the face. I feel that it is time for a job change but is cant man up. Currently, I work night shifts, it's a heavy job and requires physical endurance. Of course, I'm a bad ass ( ) I can take it and I'm fine with everything but while my mind thinks this way, my body feels different. I feel my back is aching lately. Also since I hate sleeping during the day, I just (try to) stay awake most of the time and this lack of sleep is making me a bit retarded. This is so stupid because this job is perfect for me but my body is suffering so I know it would be best for me to look for something calmer... I think my ego is holding me back so I need some - don't be a sissy - motivation. I don't want to end up hurt for life, like unable to move freely and think clearly... but I'm also afraid that I won't find a job that is suitable for me and my lifestyle. This is so silly but well... what is your view on this?