i need a way out

[lost_child]

why prolong life when the end is the same, your die. 2 years ago today I miscarried the only baby I will ever conceive and yet the badness in me couldn't even carry her. tomorrow, its 2 years yes the day after when I mistook a car for a cab and got hurt. my mistake i should have been more alert but i wasn't. I hurt so much, i've tried samirtans thye listen but they can't tell me what to do. everyday, of eveery second memories are so intense. I don't want to live like this, I know I can't ask for methods on here but i seriously wish someone would end my life, or tell me how to stop all of this. I need a way out.

 

[lost_child]

no one will miss me, so i say fairwell. I'm sorry that i was never able to support anyone, that i'm selfish and inconsiderate to others, that i'm the coldest thing on earth. when i'm gone people will see that I really didn't have any friends or family. this is it. goodnite x i've tried, i've failed.

 

[fromthatshow]

I am sorry you are feeling so down.
You would be missed if you left. :hug:

 

[physician]

hey are you there???

how is that 'if u left'??

of course u r not!!

talk to me

i feel bad too but i dont plan to go anywhere for now :rolleyes:

 

[Dave_N]

Please don't go lost_child. I know that you've had a very hard and abusive life, but you're a survivor and you can get through this too. Please don't give up on life. :hug:

 

[dixie27]

Not now. You can always do it later...but not now.
Sorry about this horse, but how cute is that?

:horse2:

 

[lost_child]

Everyday is difficult, I do reach out to samritans and taken each minute, each 5 minutes, every hour, but nothing is changing, i still want to die. I have no body, i'm just breathing not living.

 

[Petal]

Hi Lostchild,

Im sorry to hear you are feeling so low:sad: Please don't leave. Maybe things will get better. I had a miscarriage when I was just 14 so I know how you feel regarding that. If you need to talk Im here :arms: