i need a way out

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by lost_child, Sep 10, 2008.

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  1. lost_child

    lost_child Well-Known Member

    why prolong life when the end is the same, your die. 2 years ago today I miscarried the only baby I will ever conceive and yet the badness in me couldn't even carry her. tomorrow, its 2 years yes the day after when I mistook a car for a cab and got hurt. my mistake i should have been more alert but i wasn't. I hurt so much, i've tried samirtans thye listen but they can't tell me what to do. everyday, of eveery second memories are so intense. I don't want to live like this, I know I can't ask for methods on here but i seriously wish someone would end my life, or tell me how to stop all of this. I need a way out.
  2. lost_child

    lost_child Well-Known Member

    no one will miss me, so i say fairwell. I'm sorry that i was never able to support anyone, that i'm selfish and inconsiderate to others, that i'm the coldest thing on earth. when i'm gone people will see that I really didn't have any friends or family. this is it. goodnite x i've tried, i've failed.
  3. fromthatshow

    fromthatshow Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    I am sorry you are feeling so down.
    You would be missed if you left. :hug:
  4. physician

    physician Well-Known Member

    hey are you there???

    how is that 'if u left'??

    of course u r not!!

    talk to me

    i feel bad too but i dont plan to go anywhere for now :rolleyes:
  5. Dave_N

    Dave_N Guest

    Please don't go lost_child. I know that you've had a very hard and abusive life, but you're a survivor and you can get through this too. Please don't give up on life. :hug:
  6. dixie27

    dixie27 Member

    Not now. You can always do it later...but not now.
    Sorry about this horse, but how cute is that?

  7. lost_child

    lost_child Well-Known Member

    Everyday is difficult, I do reach out to samritans and taken each minute, each 5 minutes, every hour, but nothing is changing, i still want to die. I have no body, i'm just breathing not living.
  8. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Hi Lostchild,

    Im sorry to hear you are feeling so low:sad: Please don't leave. Maybe things will get better. I had a miscarriage when I was just 14 so I know how you feel regarding that. If you need to talk Im here :arms:
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