why prolong life when the end is the same, your die. 2 years ago today I miscarried the only baby I will ever conceive and yet the badness in me couldn't even carry her. tomorrow, its 2 years yes the day after when I mistook a car for a cab and got hurt. my mistake i should have been more alert but i wasn't. I hurt so much, i've tried samirtans thye listen but they can't tell me what to do. everyday, of eveery second memories are so intense. I don't want to live like this, I know I can't ask for methods on here but i seriously wish someone would end my life, or tell me how to stop all of this. I need a way out.