One part of me really really wants to die. To die soon. In 2 days. I have the meds and so on. But, I am scared. I sent my family some pictures of me so they will remember me smiling and happy. That made me feel so sad, sad of giving up my life. I have been on therapy for 3 months, taking antidepressants and in 2 clinics but nothing has helped me!!!! I don't find any other exit. Please give me some advice, please!!!!!!