I am seventeen and feeling suicidal lately. I have no one who cares about my problems or can help me and I don't know what to do. I have tried to kill myself twice already and I don't know why I should hold on. I have been raped and molested, and my whole family is dying off one by one. Now it's only me and my mom, and we barely get along. I lost my dad this year, and he was my favorite person in the world. Now, I'm getting harassed in school because I broke and started getting with a lot of guys. I've been pregnant twice and lost the baby the first time. The second time, my boyfriend made me get an abortion and then broke up with me. He's the only guy I've ever loved and he broke my heart. I'm starting to feel like no one loves me or wants me around. What is the point when things get worse every day? Please help me.