I am 24 year old. Study law major in China. I am not Chinese. My girlfriend and I used to study and live together in China for 3 years, and recently she went back home after graduating earlier. Lately over the phone she is expressing to me that she is no longer in love with me or hasn't been in love for me past year. But there is no breakup. I asked why? what have i done? was there anything i have done in particular? Her response is no no its not you, its me. I cant love you like the way you love me so much. Her messages and calls decreased and she no longer tells me I love you anymore. How can someone do this? For 3 years of living together and saying i love you everyday, how can it stop in just one single day? I am feeling depressed and lately dreaming and thinking suicidal thoughts. I even have researched and planned how i would do it. I know what i am doing is wrong. But i can't cope it. I really want to cope and deal with it but i just dont know what to do anymore.