i used to self harm a few years back but found the strength to stop. things have gotten really bad again. i've suffered multiple kidney infections and have been ill for months. my ex took it upon herself to start a rumour i said i had cancer. i came back to school, denied it and everyone thinks i lied and won't talk to me. i want my friends back. i really can't see a way through my finals in January that i've been too ill to study for. Helpful advice anyone?