We have been together for almost two year now..Before we was together he went to Thailand and ended up paying for sex with a Thai bar girl...He told me that she was horrible and fax=t and hated every second of it...But deep downi knew that he wasnt being 100% with me,,,I have spent a lifetime with people hurting me including both my parents...I really thought i had found someone different this time,,but on Sunday he came home from work early to tell me that he had lied to me and that the thai bar girls was slim,,,its not the fact that he has had a past we all do it the fact that he lied when i'm so fragile....I was 11stone before all this illnes kicked in and now i weight almost 13..when i got upset about my weight he told me that yes i have put weight on since being on my tablets..I have to say that he wasn't nasty when he said it .....But this problem has really send me over the edge i cant cope or eat as i'm scared of putting on weight.. I have now gone to eating one meal a day and only eating half that to lose weight... I really love my boyfriend,,but i cant get this out of my mind i feel like i'm not believing anything hes telling anymore... I want to make this work but dont know how? or have i just given up on us?