Hello I am new here, I recently broke up with the love of my life because he couldn't deal with my PTSD symptoms. I have struggled with them for over 7 years and now feel truly hopeless. I can't fix myself and now my issues are driving my loved ones away from me. It is non-military PTSD that I ended up with after a traumatic accident at an abusive workplace. I don't know what to do and now I am struggling with thoughts about ending my life <mod edit - timeline>. I am not in immediate danger but the thoughts have been in my head and I no longer know what I should do about all of this. I can't get myself out of this mess and there's no place else for me to turn except the Internet.