I need help...

Discussion in 'Mental Health Disorders' started by Passion, May 10, 2008.

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  1. Passion

    Passion Well-Known Member

    to start off,
    I have dissociative identity disorder. or multiple personality disorder (though I hate calling it that) for those of you that dont know the other term.
    I have heard that if you really work on yourself that your personalities can merge back together...
    and well...
    I think I have merged back together,
    but I think its sort of chaotic,
    like theres so many different things shoved into one small space instead of seperated like they used to be...i'm not sure how to explain it...

    I havent had a black out in about 3 months now...
    is my DID just resting and going to come out of nowhere again?
    or am I cured?
    whats going on?
    I feel like one person again.
    and I honestly dont like it, im not used to it.

    its creating substance abuse problems, I think.
    I mean, I always knew I had a problem with alcohol, well, part of me did.
    I like to call her alex....
    and well,
    recently, ive been drinking and partying, and before that, I really wasnt a party person...or i was...but i wasnt....why is this so difficult to explain?
    someone please help me understand what is happening to me.
  2. A Box of Chocolates

    A Box of Chocolates Active Member

    Maybe your other "state of mind" took care of those things subconsciously. And now that you have to deal with it all your confused on how to manage the load. I would try to take all the stuff slowly and try not to maintain all the things alex did. Just chill :p plus drink at parties but dont get blasted because then it puts you at a happy and social mood without all the blackouts or making yourself stupid or addicted.

  3. ggg456

    ggg456 Guest

    maybe there are reasons why alex is coming out now.

    have you tried talking to her about it?
  4. Passion

    Passion Well-Known Member

    no, alex isnt coming out. shes like, merged back into me... i cant talk to her about it because shes not separate anymore..
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