As a child I was fostered by a family for 6 years. The father abused me and this is why I suffer from PTSD and anxiety today. Lately my nightmares are getting worse and I can't sleep for more than two hours . I can be driving down the road and see something that reminds me of the man and freak out for no reason. I'm afraid of doing something stupid but i'm so scared that I can't live like this anymore. The man had no right to ruin my life like this and there is no one I can talk to. I'm so angry, but its like im scared he's going to come back if im angry. I have no family that can help me with anything. Does anyone here understand what this is like?