I've never felt like this before and I dont know what to do. I'm sorry if this is the wrong spot to post this, I've never posted on here before. Basically i've known my fiancee for most of my life, we have a daughter and are supposed to be getting married soon...we've both made mistakes in our relationship but I thought that was over with. Now i've just found out this person has been lying to me and hiding things from me (again). He was my best friend, my everything, and I know he'll probably never change. This is the first time I've felt like I dont even want to live anymore. I gave up everything to be with him, and it just seems like he takes it for granted and does everything that he knows will hurt me. He seems so perfect when he's with me, but is a completely different person when i'm not around. I dont want to leave him and start my life over again, we were supposed to be happy and have a family together. Idk what else to say....I feel like I would be happier If I just wasnt alive anymore.