I dont realli know what to say coz I dont realli know how I feel. I am so sick of everything. I guess posting on here is kind of like my last attempt. I'v tried so many times to get my life sorted but I cant. I've been going to see a therapist for a couple of months and that has just been a waste of time. She is a moron who needs things explained twice and spends most of the session looking at her watch. I'm really tired and I feel really sick. I have a knot in my stomach and I cant eat. I cant even think straight. I just want it all to be over.