I haven't cut for ages. I've had the urge every once in awhile, sure, but it's never been so strong that I couldn't fight it away. But right now I want nothing more than to cut. To feel physical pain instead of emotional. I want to be strong but the urge to cut is so much stronger than my will right now. I didn't even want to post this to ask for help to prevent myself from doing it, but I know that I have to fight it. I just need some support.