I know just what you mean. I cant talk face to face with some one. When i needed help at the start i couldnt talk to my gp. He would ask" whats the matter Donna,what can i do for you". and i would say nothing , i was doing ok. TOTAL LIE.
I was always frightened to take up someones time and think that i was bothering them.
So i write everything down now. Like on here, its so easy to put down your feeling and whats going on in our heads that no one is judging you. Try it.
Keep posting, write a letter to your gp, take it in and give to the receptionist or text a frieend, dont bottle it up. it doesnt help, beleive you me.
Do you have a godd friend who you could call or text? Do you have anyone in your family you trust?
hope you find courage and help donnaxx:hugtackles: