I don't know whats wrong with me anymore, I can't seem to be happy anymore. I'm 15 years old and I've endured so many tragic things in my life that I feel like just ending it all. I don't see the point in continuing my life if all I've had so far is an endless amount of pain, my only fear is that it will never get better and I'll always have these painful thoughts. Yeah I said painful because I can't bare the images I get when I look at a knife or any sharp object. Like when I see a sharp object I daze and in my mind I see myself grabbing that object and cutting myself, is that even normal? For the last week I've had nothing but suicidal thoughts and I'm afraid something is wrong with me mentally. I don't know what to do. All I want is someone to help me and tell me that its going to be okay.