I am 15 years old and I have been a cutter for 3 years. Right now, im very depressed and I dont know what to do. I have no one to turn to and Im afraid of what i will do. Im afraid of myself. I dont want to cut, but im afraid that i will. there is just so many things going thru my mind and i dont know what to do! I can feel myself losing all control, someone please help me